Goals for July!

- Loose 14 pounds
3 weeks and about 3 days of july left. That means 4 pounds a week. Probably not going to happen, but still, a girl can wish right?
- Stay a virgin
This guy has been bothering me about sex for a while now, and I really want to. But, I'm not going to. Not until I'm 110 pounds. That way, I won't be disgusting.
- Work on yoga exercises
I just found out my mom has a yoga video that she hasn't used in forever. I hope it'll help.
- Loose at least 1 inch around my thunder thighs
They're huge. I'll measure them tomorrow or today. And then I'll know how big they're allowed to be at the end of the month.

I was doing SOOOOOO good. Now, It's completely ruined! I BINGED. ON FAST FOOD! FROM GOLDEN CHICKEN!
my parents just dropped it off and I started eating. how could I be so STUPID?!

I'm not going to purge. I'm not going to purge. I hate doing that. I'll just work it off.
What burns a whole lot of calories really quick?

Like, you people have NO idea! It's AMAZING.

First day of my diet (yesterday) I lost 2 pounds. No kidding. I didn't exercise or anything! Not only that, but I had binged a LOT after I got home. But I stayed the exact same weight!

And today, I lost another pound. No bingeing yet. I didn't exactly stick to what was planned with exactly what I would eat, but I still have about eighty calories to use up where ever I want!

Two days, three pounds. That's pretty good for me.

mood: accomplished music: Shake It by Metro Station

So I'm planning on starting this diet tomorrow with my lovely friend Suebaruu, and another girl. I'm not sure if she has a LJ yet, so I'll have to update you all on that later. But here's what I'm planning out.

Mon. Day 1 = 200 cal.
• Apple (110)
• Lettuce, 97% Fat Free Ham, Pepper, Garlic & maybe Celery (40)
• 1/2 cup of Strawberries (22)

Tues. Day 2 = 400 cal
• Go-Gurt (70)
• Apple Bar (140)
• 1/2 cup of Strawberries (22)
• Slice of bread (70)
• Apple (110)

Wend. Day 3 = 600 cal
• Chocolate Chip Muffin (300)
• Lettuce, Ham, Pepper, Garlic (40)
• Triskets Crackers (120)
• Apple bar (140)

annnnndddd that's as far as I've gotten so far. I think it'll be nice.

So, I burned 590 calories just by walking for four hours.
But, I ate a bit of chicken and WAY to much rice for lunch. I was so stupid. *tear* But mom, was there, so it wasn't like I couldn't eat. I had to. She kept on bothering me about it.

I'll go running later today, hopefully burn off most of those stupid evil cals. I'm trying to figure out which diet I should do. ABC or 2468? I'll have to ask the site later about it.

Kk, well I'm gonna go sunbathe for 30 or so minutes.

Love you all!
-- Hattie

mood: Contemplative music: Down With The Sickness by Disturbed

Just about attempt to enter myself into the Pro-Ana site. Kinda scared.

Its the weekend! These are by far the HARDEST days to deal with. We always have to sit down at dinner . . . no excuses of that I already ate at school

location: The computer mood: restless